Why is that whenever I take a look at these sites and start thinking.. I always feel like I'm being watched/monitored? Paranoia? >.<

Well, maybe cause u most likely are, but they watch u anyways, so no need to get too excited! 

I used to be a bit paranoid too...until i realized that if someone came after me, it would validate a lot of things for me and I would be fine with dying afterwards. I don't care anymore, so I use my real name and whatever else they want.

Well, don't be satisfied with dieing if nothing is accomplished :o