My Story Share | JapaneseAnkh posted:1/6/2011 1:15:53 PM (Reply)Okay, well I joined this sight to get the update on paranormal stuff. So here's the reason why. Please try not to be too judgemental about me. It may sound crazy but, hey, UFOs and goverment conspiracies could be considered crazy too. So just read please!Where to begin? It’s such a long and complicated story full of twist and turns, traps and false alarms (lots of false alarms). I guess I should sum up. Alright, get ready cause this is going to be like Harry Potter meets Naruto and Lemony Snicket and Percy Jackson jumped on the band wagon just for the heck of it (if this does not make sense to you, then you get my point). Well basically last year I discovered there is this entire universe that’s been kept secret from the general public called the Innocents (if you’re going to survive reading this blog then you’re going to need to keep up with the lingo). So in our world there’s this game played called Night Tag. It’s much more serious then the name leads you to believe. Winners win fame, glory, and power while losers are lucky to leave alive.So why play it if you’re going to possibly die? Because Night Tag is a lifestyle. It’s a place where people who don’t really fit in because they do weird, scary stuff… where they can fit in and discover who they really are. Now my part in this whole thing. Certain names will be changed so if you know anyone by those names don’t go spreading rumors about how he/she is apart of a secret world (and if they are, tell them to contact me) Moving on… So my story starts way before my birth in 1993. It starts more around the beginning of the world. So in the beginning the Universe was made.I’m not saying how or who did it. Personally I say God but just so we don’t have a bunch of comments saying how wrong I am and how right they are, we will live it open for people to fill in the blank spaces.So while the Earth was doing its thing there was a man, who wasn’t human, up in space. He was the physical embodiment of the Universe and the ruler of the Shadow World (everything that not this reality). He had four wives, the last three being all at the same time (Wahoo polygamy). His first wife was named Air and died while giving birth to my eldest sister Anne who also dies soon after. But she did unlock the secret that gives certain people powers the powers are called M.V.P.s (I don’t know what the acronym stands for). Well Clocksworth got remarried to a lady named Laughter and Laughter produced my step-sister who we will call “Liz”. Then after Laughter, Clocksworth married Dream (on a side-note Dream had the ability to pass back and forth between the afterlife, so when she died she didn’t really die) which produced my half-sister “Maiza.” Well my mother wasn’t too faithful and had an affair that created me. But Clocksworth adopted me so we’re all good. But then Clocksworth married the Eye and adopted her two children from some prior father. They were named Alice and Dominque. She produced her last son Zac.After that our mothers died, killed by the Eye.The Eye is the villain. We don’t really know where she’s from or what her problem is. All we know is that she controls this world and wants to control everything else.The children remained safe. My sisters and I created new creatures, Maiza and I made dragons while Liz made the Fey. She would later make something else called Shadows (not nice creatures, stay away from them).Clocksworth blessed all the children with something called the Timeless, allowing us to reincarnate indefinitely. At the same the dragons created a special sword that could be the only thing that could stop our souls from living. That’s when the Eye came after us. The sword was lost and we all were separated and killed. We kept coming back. But somewhere a long the line I lost my memory. Then I was born in this time, again born as an illegitimate child (Life sucks). From what I’ve been told somewhere between my birth and the age of five I became apart of this Night Tag experiment called the Projects (so creatively named). There were two types – Aingel and Diemon (these are some of the creatures that inhabit the shadow world and contain the two main energies of reality; Light and Dark), they were trying to harness the two types of energies to make this super hybrid or something. I was reunited with a piece of that special sword (It had been destroyed over the years); the crystal that gave it its powers but instead of having it in my possession I got it stuck in my heart. It keeps me alive but I get near any other pieces or it gets removed I die or go through I very painful process and have my memory lost again.The experiments tanked with only a few successes (like my two Night Tag friends Dan and Liz) and a bunch of failures. An assassin guild was formed to hunt us down but I was never hunted; my files were erased mysteriously. I have my theories about who did it but I really don’t know.At the age of five I began to have strangely vivid dreams and around six or seven I was having de-sa-vu moments, I could predict things, sense things around me. I was always the different one, acting so outside the norm of society. In Junior High I was brought home from my private school to be home-schooled. Those three years of isolation taught me to hide my differences, to play them off in order to not be the black sheep. And it worked… sometimes and not at all in my family. But still the dreams and the predictions kept coming. When High School came around I dropped home-school like it was the black plague, packed up my school supplies and enrolled in a public school. I was prepared for the worse from the evil preppy mean girls to players that would break my heart as soon as looked at me if I was physically worthy in the first place. And, not surprisingly, Hollywood was wrong. I fit in and I wasn’t even pretending. I found a great group of friends who essentially saved my life. I was getting so depressed, I had already run away once and another time tried to kill myself. Freshmen year was a complete eye-opener.Then came my sophomore year. While shopping for new clothes for the year, I met a girl one year younger than me. We made friends and she introduced me to two of her friends (Maiza and Dan). Around Thanksgiving my new friend revealed the world of Night Tag to me. I was immediately interested. But not because of my strangeness. It was because Night Tag to me was my chance to live out that Fantasy-hero dream I always had. Recently I’ve discovered this is called having a hero-complex. But a few days later I had a vivid dream with my friends in it. I told her and she told me I was a dreamer, a type of player that could physically travel in dreams. Layer by layer I slowly learned more about this new whole new universe. I learned about the crystal in my heart and that gave me almost omni-present knowledge. I learned about the Eye, my past and that my new friends were Liz and Maiza, my older sisters. I learned I had a family that was married to a dragon shape shifter named Fluffy. That I had an adult daughter (time runs differently there) I also learned that a guy named Shomaru was my husband and his family were close friends to Clocksworth. I learned that his older brother Nomaru worked for the Eye and maybe put a curse on us to never be together for long, to not remember each other’s faces, to not even know the other existed and completely screwed with the youngest brother’s (Comaru) mind. I don’t know if Fluffy and Shomaru are one or if they are two different people. I learned so much, and had so many questions answers yet I still have more questions, more things I need to learn everyday. But hopefully I answered a few of your questions. I know it’s a pretty long summary but this is really condensed. Currently I am being hunted down by bounty hunters and I’ve recently given birth to twins (probably by now their in their late toddler years, they’re quite powerful from what I hear) who are not Shomaru’s but another powerful being’s who tricked me by shape- shifting to look like Shomaru. I killed him, literally. Then I met Adam. Liz said he looked like Shomaru and acted like him too. So stupidly I told him everything and gave him everything he asked for and didn’t even stop to think about the consequences. He met my friend and dumped me (so much for avoiding the players hmm?) now they’re dating (sarcasm: great friend). For a while I thought that Shomaru had truly left me and I was left with nothing but I’ve regained hope (saw a few people who looked like my boyfriend so I’m thinking it was another case of mistaken identities, I seem to do that a lot) Dan (one of Liz’s friends, he’s a very powerful player and often hunted down) and I figured out that we need this court which is a mixed up thing that resembles chess and Tarot cards. There is a higher court (major Arcane and major chess pieces) and a lower court (minor Arcane and pawns), we figured out (I think) the Higher court ( some I have yet to tell and others don’t believe me) but the minor court is still unknown. Then my parents found out and now they think I’m nuts (it is pretty crazy huh?). I can’t talk to these people and they are super conservative Christians. So this blog is secret, hopefully I don’t get caught. I really want to show the world this so that maybe it can be prepared and maybe I can find others who can help me find Shomaru or train me or show that I’m not a gullible, crazy freak. I mean, I doubt this entire story even though I really want to believe it, in a weird way it makes sense, at least to me. Or maybe I really am insane. I’m not sure, I always doubt myself and I would like some good solid facts to help me make up my mind. So.... okay .... yeah.... I don't really know where to go from here other than I would love some help and information to help me with this. The recent strange weather and dead birds and fish sound very much like something is going on. So please comment contructively. Danvader posted:1/7/2011 7:27:32 AM (Reply)Honestly. I don't know how you came up with this story at first and I will not absolutely criticize it. I guess in this situation, which to help one another we can only open the gates of possibilities. Ever since I was young I knew I was different, Now I strangely enough believe I am a storm rider of sorts. Don't even relate that to the Evangelical equivalent of Jesus. My father is physic and demon fighter of sorts and also a monk. My mom is a stern non believer but admits to when she sees things. My brother has seen things. I haven't seen a ghost since the days I was young. The only other thing/things I have ever seen or felt were massive pressures and once in my lifetime so far. Two orbs of intensely bright light. I've been in and out of school. I don't look at this as a correalation at all. But I do believe there are people who exist as keys that help to turn this world without any connection to the heirarchy established by man. "Yes I took that straight out of a manga/comic called Beserk" but in this sense it helps I guess. I've been ridiculed and called a number of things since I was young. From derogatory to just plain crazy. I've been having these visions that advance my mind forward and emotions as if whatever it is, is trying to tell me something or show me something. The other day I went to dry my face after washing it and something said in my head. "You've been trifling long enough." or something along those lines. Never spent a day of my life in the military except for rotc training back in the day. Besides that I just practice martial arts and try to lead a normal as possible that this existence allows me of a lifestyle. Anyways. I will leave this open just as you have. And would love any input good or bad depending on your standing on it.Danvader posted:1/7/2011 7:28:56 AM (Reply)Correction from above. My father is a ..avatar of sorts? or median?RyanRSN posted:1/7/2011 11:44:48 AM (Reply) I'm sorry I can't relate to your story, but if you ever need to talk to someone strange, feel free to send me a message. I've had precognitive abilities for as long as I can remember, and though I don't consider myself a medium of any sorts, I seem to have been attracting spirits to me my entire life. I also seem to understand languages that I don't speak for some reason. Through my fascination with supernatural abilities, I've come to a pretty strong grasp on controlling wind as well. So, if you ever need to talk to anyone about this stuff, feel free.Oh, And I'm born in '92, so it'd be cool to talk to someone around my age about it. Danvader posted:1/7/2011 1:25:53 PM (Reply)Ah that's reasonable I was born in 87. I've been talking to a few good friends around my age and they agree something vastly strange is going on. One of my friends does agree that there's a shift going on. Let me ask you this, although our stories cannot relate. Do you believe in the existence of Crystaline beings? I heard a story somewhere that our DNA holds that somehow and we were based off of this. Random I know yes, but it could make some relation to those moon stories about Crystal cities. Honestly what I saw was an unidenftified flying object/objects and they were judging from the looks of it. Large then a bus or school bus. I felt no malevolence at all after seeing these entities, yeah I guess you could call them that. I didn't see anyone on board because the lights were far too bright. But it feels as I've been guarded ever since then. I wish you good luck though my friend and I hope you discover everything you were meant to know or should know.JapaneseAnkh posted:1/8/2011 10:44:23 PM (Reply)I've never heard of Cystaline beings and I would like to hear more about it, it may explain more about who I am and the others I have mentioned. I'm glad to know that there are others out there who have felt something strange going on. Thank you for your comments and information.RyanRSN posted:1/9/2011 1:38:10 PM (Reply) I've heard of what they call "Crystal Children", basically kids that grow up to have special powers, but I'm not sure that's what you mean?azazel posted:1/9/2011 9:25:32 PM (Reply)Bet you 10 bucks someone comments something about skitzophrenia and getting help. Dont listen to them. They hear voices too but just dont tell anybody. haha.Now, elaborate more on Night Tag. How do you play? And whats the objective?Levinus posted:1/10/2011 9:47:29 AM (Reply)It seems like your dream was a lucid dream. A dream where you are conscious, and able to control the events in it. But that doesn't stop some pretty strange stuff from happening regardless.I don't know what to tell you. I get a feeling when reading your post. You have a lot of details about the situation, but the details seems to lack enrichment. Which leads me to believe that you are posting this to play us all for fools, so you can use our comments to deligitimize the paranormal community. Or you are a kid that needs a serious reality check.Don't think I'm one of those people who smash dreams because they don't have any of their own. I'm just saying that reality, in itself, tends to hold more mystery and power than our imagination. You may very well be a part of that mystery.This just sounds like a really bad anime series to me. One that was spurred on by overly oppressive parents. As for schizophrenia, you are nineteen now right? You are starting to enter that magical age where it starts to onset. Eat your heart out Azazel.Again, I'm not saying all of this is bogus or whatever. People with extraordinary gifts can get easily entangled in a mess of visions and confusing ideas. And many people with schizophrenia lead beautiful lives, even the ones with those extraordinary gifts. I'm totally open to eternal fae, dragon people, aingels and diemons, a malicious domineering woman who wants to control the world (sounds a little fruedian, eh?)... If any of these ideas of yours are causing you discomfort, hurting you, or others around you....seek help. Seriously. It is the responsible thing to do.But if you can turn your situation in to a beneficial one, a cunning one....then why seek help? I was totally honest about my judgement and I'm honest with this. As long as no one is hurt, full steam ahead. God knows the world could use some color. Even though Azazel wants to bash my face in...I am likewise curious about Night Tag. Sounds awesome.Danvader posted:1/10/2011 10:33:27 AM (Reply)So this means, people in reality actually play this "tag" game? That's a bit, hm hard to grasp, I've had my fair share of strange people but this a tough cookie ha ha. Not a disbeliever, I suppose I'm equally curious.JapaneseAnkh posted:1/10/2011 2:50:45 PM (Reply) Okay.First off, To answer Levinus's comment. The reason why my "details" lack enrichment is because I was told many of the things I'm telling you now. The parts I was involved in were much more on the edge of reality or (in the case of my dreams) are not fully remembered or understood.Now to NightTag. See Clocksworth was the living embodiment of the Universe and when he died it caused a major embalance. So the other leaders of the time came up with this plan to have "gladiator" fights which would create balance again (Why it would make balance I do not really know, but I theorize the whole struggle between the "good" and "evil" would create a ying-yang effect or something like that).How it is played is much more difficult to explain since I've never physically gone to fight. But basically its gueralla warfare in the cities and suburbs ( so you're not going to see alot of us in the country). Players, who can be loners or on teams, patrol their "territory" or stalk other players ( a tactic used to play with the target's head) which usually leads to small skirimishes and such. Sometimes we have tournaments to show off skill. The point is to stay alive because the players will kill other players. The team that stays alive the longest and are the best fighters become famous. Like I said before, it's like gladiator fights. It can be played anywhere and everywhere but you usually won't see us. We hop dimensions, use glamour, or just use plain old stealth to kept "Innocents" unaware. There are even some places that are "layered" where they exist on multiple dimensions. The people who play it are usaully non-human species, "super-powered" people, genetically altered, or all three. It's supposely top secret, not even people in other worlds know about it, or even Earth. As a certain Calapyso said "We are but ghosts to them", they are legends to us and we are legends to them. So, yes the goverment knows about it and is not telling us, every goverment probably knows, participates in it and does not tell.There are councils that run the entire thing. There is the High Council which is sort of like the U.N. (and possible is what the U.N. is for). Then there are 13 lower councils made up of actual players (remember those famous players I mentioned earlier? This is one of the things they get to do). The the top players and so on so forth.So I think that pretty much covers it JapaneseAnkh posted:1/11/2011 5:31:11 PM (Reply)Also for Danvader, it sounds like your family have been living on the edge of what I'm talking about, it completely makes sense. Also I've never heard of Crystal children being called Crystal children, though I find it interesting that they are called that sense I have a crystal in my heart and all the connections that go with itLevinus posted:1/11/2011 5:32:05 PM (Reply)I said it before, as long as it harms no one, full steam ahead.I have to ideas that come to mind. Here is the first.What concerns me is that you are receiving information from dreams/people that leads to a lethal game "Night Tag". A game in which the objective is (at least for some) to kill others. It does unnerve me, because it is text-book schizophrenia. A covert procedure with instructions from people who (I gurantee) don't have a social security number. The responsible thing to do would be to really deeply analyse these ideas. Do they have any connection with your quantitative experience? Do other people have parallel experiences? Can you measure them? Find similarities? Can you reproduce these experiences? Use the scientific method, give us a report, just like in school.Here is the second:Different realities are an aspect of string theory. The idea that "they are legends to us and we are legends to them" is a pretty cool way of phrasing it. Considering that....anything is possible I suppose.Danvader posted:1/11/2011 6:55:16 PM (Reply)I like the reply Levinus gave, because I found myself passing past like energies many times before but completely ignoring it and having no like real concrete interest in it. I guess all that matters to me is my family and everyone else i hold dear to me. Kind of made an agreement to live here in the 3 dimensional existence instead of potentially messing with other possibilities. My father's reply to me was, I don't believe in aliens but I believe in spirits. I'm glad he doesn't because in a sense it's enough that I do at times, more than I should perhaps. As for this night tag game? eh, I don't think anybody should be playing that sort of game if you actually care about the ones you love or if you have anyone you love and care about. If you're caught in this kind of parallel, I'm sorry I can't help in any relation to that.Danvader posted:1/11/2011 8:11:50 PM (Reply)Ah ha and people without a security number. I guess I'll call it lucky that I was born in America then.JapaneseAnkh posted:1/12/2011 2:51:40 PM (Reply)Well, most of the people who play NightTag don't have a choice weither they play or not. and also I don't believe in kiling anyone unless it is out of defense and even then it is after I've tried everything else to get out. Let me repeat this I AM NOT CRAZY. and yes there are about 15 people I have talked with who share similar experiances. Also there are both aliens and spirits, the stories and legends tend to blend into and seperate into seperate myths. JapaneseAnkh posted:1/13/2011 4:32:04 PM (Reply)Oh, and I forgot to mention this. A few nights back my MOM had a dream a few nights back. MY youngest sister had gotten sick so ino order to save her, Mom has to kill us and bury us, and supposely we would return to life. Well she made a mistake and killed us before she buried us and she was suppose to bury us alive.So I thought is was either symbolic, a warning from outside forces, or both. Symbolically I think it means that the way to deal with me and my brothers is right but its actually killing us, destroying the connections we have with her and my dad. My little sister is the only one not included because she is still a baby and she hasn't lived along enough to have issues with our parents. From outside sources.... well someone really does not like me and my mom.What do you think?Levinus posted:1/14/2011 7:05:18 AM (Reply)Dreams are dreams, mate. I'm a huge believer in precognitive dreams, but from what I've read most of those dreams are really mundane and boring. Every human dreams every night. Most of us can have 9 individual dreams a night, but we dont' recall them. I wouldn't be suprised if we all have precognitive dreams on a nightly basis about really average stuff (breakfast cereal, weather, idle conversations...)I never accused you of being "crazy". Schizophrenia is a medical condition, just like high blood pressure. It can be treated and suppressed with medicaiton and other therapy. Having it doesn't automatically make you less of a person than anyone else.It does kinda sound like you have some parental issues going on though. That can always aggrivate schizophrenia, and not to mention the onset of things more paranormal like poltergeist activity, sensitivity, etc. Might be time for a good heart to heart with the parents. If they can take you for who you are, then you won. If not...then you might need to think about a productive change. Your own place, or focus on things you and your family have in common.erysian posted:1/14/2011 1:20:49 PM (Reply)Are we talking about a 'alternate-reality' game here? Kinda what it sounds like. Or those movies etc where the point of the game is to figure out the game or something. Night Tag? Hmmm...JapaneseAnkh posted:1/14/2011 2:10:20 PM (Reply)Well, I know I don't have schizophrenia. Maniac-depressive mabye, Parnoid totally. But hearing voices and seeing things not so much. I have looked up the symptoms of the disease and one of them is lack of socialization and/or indifferance to everything around them. That's not me, I have friends I get complaints about talking too much and I have seen a phycologist who told me that schizophrenia is not my issue. I have tried to talk to my parents and they're not budging. And yes I am planning to move out when I can.To erysian:NightTag is such a confusing thing, espcially when you can't remember half of what is going on. It really depends which angle you are coming at. In some ways I think that mabye it plays out differantly for each person, depending on ethnicity, country, abilities etc. It can be played physically, on the computer, etc. Please log in or become a member to add a post.